You can call me Sierrah.
I'm 18, I've been fat and skinny and fat again, over and over.
I am fat.
I am disgusting.
I really do hate my body, so I'm doing something about it.
I am OCD, EDNOS and I have PCOS.
I'm almost always drunk or stoned.
But I cover my craziness by studying a triple major Law degree.
No one knows the real me. That's what this blog is for. It may be anonymous, but THIS is the real me. The other one, the 'real' one, is the fake one.
Rules
No food except 2 slices of toast for breakfast.
If I feel hungry, I smoke a cigarette instead.
Drink Coke Zero to minimize the desire to consume.
Black coffee only.
Straight alcohol only, no drinks with sugar.
No weed, pill drugs only, weed makes me hungry.

Start Weight: 149lb
Height: 5'3"
Highest weight: 155lb
Current Weight: 141lb
Goal Weight 1: 140lb - Nothing
Goal Weight 2: 130lb - Lovely new shoes
Goal Weight 3: 120lb - Tattoo
Goal Weight 4: 110lb - New clothes
Ultimate Goal Weight: 100lb - Anyfuckingthing I want. I will be lovely.